Written on Thursday, April 23, 2009 6:14 PM
sometimes, i really feel like this,
like the rain aint ever going to stop
like im going to drown...
the storm yesterday night was scary.
the wind was howling so loudly,
my bathroom door was creaking and i was so afraid it would topple.
i was so huddled up in my blankets
so lonely and afraid...
looking back
i realised that i've been afraid so often these past few weeks..
and when the fear eats me up,
i forget to trust in God.
Lord, im sorry
im so so sorry.
today was a somber day
realised some things
and realised that there i have to say a lot of sorrys
that i havent been the good friend that i wanted to be
havent been the person my friends can reply on
well,
all that's going to change,
it will.
i just hope that the apologies can be accepted.
i really hope they can be.
school sucked today
really sucked.
i have never felt so ignorant and stupid EVER.
i know i'm such an overachiever but still.
argh.
went to macs at the science center after school
then i took a really long 20 min walk home
haha.
needed that time to think and talk to myself.
lol.
oh well.
life's gonna be better from now on(:
ps: if anyone can find my China buddy dan mei for me i'll love you to bits.
cause i havent heard from her in 2 months and i'm starting to get worried:/
withdrawal symptoms:/