Written on Monday, April 27, 2009 8:25 PM
PA PADDLES IS OVER!the next and last race i'll ever have is the nat dboat i think(i hope)
today was one of the worst days ever
my head was throbbing the entire day
seriously.
couldnt get anything done
and once again had that spell where i felt so dumb and stupid
boy,
was so glad when i finally got home.
my whole body still aches
and i only raced once!
i cant imagine how painful it is for the others who raced twice or thrice.
seriously.
dboat is painful.
i kinda lost control of my emotions today when kelvyn provoked me
i didnt mean for the tears to fall
i really didnt
it just that all of the frustration of the day piled up.
im sorry kelvyn.
it's not really your fault
i shouldnt have gotten mad.
well,
the only thing that made me relatively happy was the fact that my china buddy dan mei finally replied after two months of absence.
i was worried sick
but turns out she was just busy with her midterms.
haha
she's the sweetest person ever.
she took photos of the snowfall in beijing as well as the flowers blooming in spring for me.
i cant show you the pics of the snow cause it's in word>.<
but here are the pictures of spring in beijing!
my buddy dan mei(:
their class on a hiking trip!
peach blossoms(:
their school is really beautiful
really truly beautiful.
when i went there last year it was barren but beautiful
now,
it's all lush and green and pretty!
haha.
i miss them so bad.
hey dearie,
just want to let you know that you're loved by us(:
that we'll stand by you no matter what.
thank you for everything!
ILU!