Written on Wednesday, April 08, 2009 9:44 PM
facebook is really quite an awesome creationthrough it,
i found out my cousin has a girlfriend
haha.
weird aint it?
we hardly keep in contact with many people,
but through technology,
we're able to keep up to date with the news about their lives.
today,
im very sure that God had to change the bottle he keeps my tears in today
never felt so demoralised or that i was such a failure before.
there were other times i felt that way
but today was definitely the worse.
i guess not getting any As for my terms made it worse.
im really so scared for nationals
really so scared
and the more i see others being successful with their seasons,
the more i feel scared although im extremely happy for them.
what if i fail?
what if i cant do the school proud?
what if?
i know i have to trust in God
but sometimes it's really so hard.
really really so hard.
but I'LL TRY MY BEST
though i cant promise that the tears wont fall.
c'mon JANE! just 6 days more!
you can do it!
i finally got my new specs today
i really like em.
haha.