Written on Tuesday, December 23, 2008 9:06 AM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LYDIA LAM!
may all your wishes and dreams come true
may all your days be joyful
may you achieve success in everything you do
may God bless you!
thank you for everything dear(:
you're a great friend and confident
a great person to hang out with
you make me happy!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!(:
SARANG HAE!!!!!
hahaha.
(may rain be in love with you too!(:)

so yeap,
a few days ago.....
ok fine, actually QUITE A FEW days ago,
lydia and i went to watch the fahrenheit concert!
met up with joelle and vicky earlier to go eat at Kallang Leisure Park
haha.
there were quite a lot of people queueing for the bus along with us
so we got quite a fright
haha.
joelle and vicky got the front row seats so lyd and i went to our seats at the north entrance.


we waited for about an hour for the concert to start
it started half an hour late!
haha but it was ok!










ARRON YAN!(:


the concert was really good.
ya lun's voice was the best as usual(:
but the rest have shown a marked improvement!
it was really really really entertaining like the review in yesterday's strait's times life! section mentioned.
that girl who won the singtel contest was really lucky too!(:


and after the concert,
i now really really really know how much my daddy loves me.
originally when i asked him to send lyd and i home from the concert the night before,
he adamently refused.
then when lyd and i were walking to the mrt,
he suddenly called me and asked me where i was!
so i told him we just left the stadium and then he told us to walk to the place where he usually picks me up and wait for him there for about 10 to 20 mins.
when i told my mum bout it,
she said that my dad must have stayed back in the office especially for me(:
and lyd and i left the stadium at around 11!
I LOVE MY DADDY!

anyway,
on Sunday, we had the CANDLELIGHT SERVICE!













went for an outing with the ex-euphorians + the new euphorians after svc.
took seema's car and we managed to squeeze 9 PEOPLE!
hahah
it was quite hilarious.
we went to the west coast recre center for bowling!

SEEMA MA MA MA MA MA MA!


the emo boy.







well,
these few days i've been thinking alot.
i dont know why,
but i feel so abandoned, so lost
all i wanna do is to stay home and rot.
kinda like hikiko mori.
but nah...
i cant do that.
sometimes i guess i just expect too much from myself,
too bent on not disappointing others,
too bent on making others happy
too bent on sacrificing myself for the sake of others
too bent on doing what is DEEMED right.
i really really really dont know what to do now.
it's true when Ps Kong preached that you'll only get disappointment when you serve others
but when you serve God,
you get true happiness.
maybe,
just maybe,
it's time for a change,
it's time for me to work hard towards my dream,
it's TIME FOR MY DREAM TO COME TRUE.
on a side note,
dan mei made my day yesterday when she replied my email!
they're making snowmen in their school yard!
how fun!
im going to...
-finish the video
-do math
-return lib books
-revise chem
-do newspaper articles
ALL TODAY!
i shall fill my life with activity and not feel sad!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!