Written on Wednesday, September 10, 2008 8:33 PM

as it turns out,
we didnt die today
mankind survives yet another day
but
i feel like dying..
maybe
not physically
but emotionally i feel dead.
i wish my dad would call back now and tell us he's ok
i wish i could stop worrying
i wish i could concentrate
i wish...
i wish...
i guess it's time i stop wishing and get down to doing things..

i just came to a sudden realisation about something..
what am i going to do?
what should i do now?

tomorrow...
im set to travel that long route to school alone.
i miss my daddy:/
i really really miss him.
Daddy God,
please keep my daddy safe
please?
Amen.