Written on Thursday, August 07, 2008 10:04 PM

im always so frustrated now of days
there's ALWAYS SOMETHING that has to make me pissed
or upset
or frustrated
it's driving me mad.
IT'S REALLY DRIVING ME MAD.

i know i know, practise what i preach,
trust in God.
im trying my very best
but im really so tired.
i know i've got to learn to trust in God more
and not on my own devices..

Lord,
grant me the peace and strength to overcome all these
not by my might but by the Spirit. by your power.
Amen.

The Asean Day reception was really cool!
haha.
we were formal for 10mins
then ate for an hour
hahaha.
THE FOOD WAS SUPER GOOD!!!!
hahah.
ask Andrea,
she had 7 plates.
haha.
yup.
made lots of new friends from Ac
haha
like erm, Alethia, Olivia, Jared...
mhm!
the toilets were super nice too!!!!
darn!
forgot to take photos!
crap.
oh well. hahhaha. there'll always be a next time.
I'm going for the Australian Prime Minister Kevin Rudd's talk next tuesday too!
cant wait!
haha.
so exciting.

that was the only high point of my day.
PW really really sucks
i see no head or tail to this whole thing
argh.
and EVERY SINGLE PERSON IS NOT ANSWERING MY CALLS.
i hate that
i hate that feeling of being ignored,
like i dont exist, like i dont matter.
WTH.

jane, jane.
calm down.
breathe in.... and out.