Written on Sunday, July 13, 2008 8:41 PM

i doubt anyone will understand how i feel
it's this bubbling emotion that comes from no where..
that i dont understand
is it jealousy?
is it fear?
is it anxiety?
is it longing?
is it loneliness?
is it the fear of letting go?
i think it's a mix of all the above.
i know im not supposed to feel this way
so I guess i'll just trust in the Lord
those this bubble of emotion is just lodged in my throat and doesnt seem to want to get out
if only,
if only there was someone i could tell EVERY SINGLE thing to
cause i know somehow
it's not just me
that some problems
are really there
though no one seems to say anything
anything at all.