Written on Tuesday, March 04, 2008 9:44 PM

it was supposed to be a gathering for us to send pb off for ns
it was supposed to be happy
i guess i was
until...
i guess...
it's one thing im gonna regret forever.
nothing good ever happens to me does it?
im really sorry
im really really sorry
though i know most prob that nth is gonna win back your trust again.
it's definitely an extremely depressing day today:/
im screwing up my own life...

i doubt we'll ever be the same again.
it's all over in an instant..
all over.
whoever said im independent is wrong..
i rely so much on others..
rely so much on my friends.
:/