Written on Tuesday, August 21, 2007 9:33 PM
just at this moment,im starting to feel unprepared, scared and insecure..
prelims are coming
and i feel like im not ready.
i'm starting to crack, bit by bit.
it's odd how when you go looking for trouble, trouble evades you
and yet when you're trying to avoid it,
it comes looking for you.
girl,
stop accusing me of doing things that i do not do.
I DO NOT LIKE HIM AND HE'S ALL YOURS.
stop feeling insecure when you should be happy.
you've got love,
many people dont.
feeling down in the dumps lately,
and my mind's in a whirl.
dont wanna think too much
dont wanna bother bout too much
dont wanna care bout too much.
the pressure is mounting
and the floodgates are breaking.
will i be ready to run for my life?
i guess it's one of those "EMO" days
or maybe my problems have been going on for far too long.
the wounds cut deep and they're not fully healed.
but i shall lean on the Lord for strenght.
Psalms 23
The Lord is my shepherd; i shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name's sake.
Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For you are with me;
Your rod and Your stuff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You annoint my head with oil;
my cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever.
will post pictures of nats day soon..
after i finish mugging.
ps: i'll hold you to the pact zh. and thankyou. i think it's the only thing motivating me now.
if i showed you what i wrote, would it make a difference?
you're doing weird things to my head and my heart.