Written on Sunday, February 11, 2007 7:26 PM
to YOU my ** ** **,do you know that the more you try to hide why you're not talking to me,
the WORSE I FEEL?
you say that you are not telling me so as not to ruin my dinner
BUT DID IT EVER EVER OCCUR TO YOU
that by not saying and phrasing your sentence that way,
I FEEL EVEN WORSE?
i used to depend on you so much for support
and you gave me it to me
but suddenly,
in a snap of a finger,
it seems as though you forgot about how close we were?
forgot about how much you were like a brother to me?
so PLEASE.
JUST TELL ME.
i wish it would rain down.
had CIP yesterday.
it was kind of fun really.
ahahah.
due to the someone mentioned above,
I HAVE LOST ALL MOOD TO BLOG.
sometimes i wonder whether it's us girls who are more pmsey or guys
it's seriously getting on my nerves.
oh well.
the pic below is of a REALLY REALLY REALLY GORGEOUS CONVERTIBLE
outside a hotel in orchard.
every one who walked by were staring at it and taking photos.
see? even the lorry driver and the passerby are staring at it.
haha.
Made cupcakes for the subzone yesterday.
mik was making his brownies
and victor stayed to help and be the guinea pigXD
haha.
my cupcakes turned out fine but we took a super long time to ice and wrap it.
THANKS VICTOR AND HARRY POTTER!
pretty wrapping!
the things we do for love...
will you be my valentine?
camwhored with rahh on the train to church today.
service was great.
another continuation on the cultural mandate.
and thank you Zong Han for the yearbook,
Alicia will be thrilled(:
spoke to my ** ** ** for the first time in two weeks
and ya.
i thought everything was fine.
THOUGHT.
argh!
sometimes i wanna be free like a dolphin.
to just swim away and be follow my life purpose.
to have fun and be carefree.
i dont care if i die.
at least i've known i've done the most with my life.
things are becoming more and more screwed now.
IM SICK AND TIRED.
tired.
tired.
tired.
but like mr samat says,
BE POSITIVE and YOU CAN DO IT.
Daddy God,
i want to serve you all my life.
to those whom i couldnt give cupcakes to,
SO SORRY.
im making another batch and hopefully i can make somemore for you.
you make my heart do flipflops and somersaults.
Do i make you feel the same way too?