Written on Sunday, February 05, 2006 8:31 PM

things get from bad to worse,
tears fall,
screams are heard,
and yet, there is always some hope cradled in each of us..
maybe my life will take a turn for the better..
i dont believe how many times i cried today.
A simple song.. just a simple song..
could make my tears fall.
I really wonder..
did it mean me?
was it me who mattered?
i wonder if i even take a big place in someone's heart.
I can only lean on daddy God.
cause he is the only one who thinks i'm a treasure
and a jewel
no one else thinks that way.
sometimes,
i just wish....
i just secretly secretly wish that all my dreams would come through...
and that my heart wont feel so empty..
so torn.
after watching KingKong today,
it may sound stupid,
but i felt that even if the person who loved me most was a gorilla,
i wouldnt care.
i'll love him like Ann did,
because he sacrificed his life for her.
dont mind my blabbering.
I know i ain't making any sense.

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