Written on Saturday, January 07, 2006 5:52 PM
sigh.decided that i needed to blog again to release the sadness building up inside of me.
as i was looking through my memory photo album just now,
all the memories just flooded back to me
and the tears just fell.
i miss so many people.
i miss my old classmates
i miss all the times i shared with all my friends
i miss the time when i was in India,
i miss all the times when S1 would be so fun.
i miss going back home with sher.
i dont think time is ever gonna heal all my wounds
only God can.
everyday now,
i cant escape without crying once.
the tears just falls
and my heart aches everyday.
I'm so darn confused.
how could i have gotten over it so quick?
i dont believe it.
and then someone comes and says something else
and my heart cause to listen without my brain.
now i'm so darn confused
and i'm all alone.
i'm all alone in my own crappy world where love for me never works out.
i miss everyone..
sigh.
my heart feels less heavy now.
went to Modern School webbie just now.
they mentioned that they were having exchange program with Vs and Crescent but they didnt mention anything about SJI...
i wonder about it,
but i do hope that the guys will be involved to
after all,
we are the pioneer batch that went and they are the main organisers..
and we are a TEAM.
sigh...
my life awesomely sucks.
janified 0'6
-the tears that fall, the ugly duckling