Written on Thursday, January 26, 2006 7:16 PM

im officially down in the dumps..
my tablet is at FUGITSU's service center
cause the casing cracked
and they have the audacity to call me when im in sch
like wth!!!
i was wearing my sch u there on wed la.
WAD ELSE DO THEY FRIGGING WANT?

another thing.
WHY ON EARTH DO WE HAVE A FULL DAY OF SCHOOL TMR?????
and i even havce training
sheeshies
as much as i love training,
that is honestly too much.
sigh..
then like on sat i have to go back to sch for a maths.
then after tt bring the prc scholars to town
then after tt bring jie yi and i cant rmb the other girl's name back to my hse for reunion dinner..
sigh.
busy busy busy.
and i have tons of hw too.
guess i'll have to bring my hw to my grandma's house.
NOT TO MENTION THAT THERE IS A GEOG TEST TMR!!!
sigh.
i have a feeling i will pass my a maths test but not by much.
i honestly need help.

the only piece of good news only happens to be that
WE ARE GETTING A NEW JERSEY AND WINDBREAKER!!!
whee!!!
TEAM CRESCENT ROCKS!!!
lol.
ok..
that's about all the ranting i can do now>.<
here's a poem or rather, me expressing myself.

THE LIFE OF ME
I AM A friend
I WONDER WHY bad things always happen to me
I HEAR HUNTERS everyday and everynight as shadows wanting to kill all the joy that i feel.
I SEE MY HABITAT in MacRitchie because that is where is feel totally at home.
I WANT TO RUN faster and faster and leave all my problems behind.
I AM not a very special person.
I PRETEND to be who i'm not.
I FEEL sad and troubled not to mentioned confused as well.
I TOUCH THE skies with my bare hands
I WORRY about my future
I RUN FROM everyone, everything, every problem, every setback
I AM a survivor in this cruel world.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND why things happen the way they always do.
I WISH THEY WOULD just be there for me
I DREAM OF being with my motivation and living a good life and being able to be a better person and friend
I HOPE THEY will understand me and like me and love me
I AM THE one you want to know.

yeah..
we did that for english
and mine was actually about dolphin
but this are really my true feelings.
i love my motivation to bits
because _____ helps me alot.
and i have the strength and willpower to continue going on.
HAPPY GUESSING.
ciao!