Written on Thursday, December 29, 2005 8:26 AM
MY LIFE IS SO DAMN COMPLICATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!F***! @#$!%@$##@
sometimes i wonder why??????????????
on earth do such lameshit things happen to me.
not to say anything...
but,
how i'm feeling now is smth like my blog add..
hmm..
tt's cool huh.
so i should change it to
i'mhappyforever.blogspot.com
F***! @#$@#^@%$%&@$
oh well..
somethings cant be forced,
and i dont bother anymore.
we were practising for W299's play yesterday..
or rather our budget musical.
it was kinda fun
and i forgot all about my worries and sorrow.
but after tt someone called
and i got damn pissed off.
cause i could feel the tears tt were threatening to fall.
i'm really sorry mike..
didnt mean to say those things.
so to conclude,
MY LIFE SUCKS.
i guess.
but i just realised this morning that God was talking to me and still is.
me and hui min had to sing this song.
it goes like tt :
God knows what's happening
when he seens u sad
he's right beside u all the time just reach out for his hand.
He has sent us(x5) here to brighten up ur days...
now that i think back,
i realised it really meant tt God knew what was happening
i know he always does
and i can feel him comforting me.
i know it was take time to heal,
but i have God,
who is more reliable than anyone in this WHOLE RETARDED WORLD.
nt meant as a insult to anyone though..
janified 0'5