Written on Monday, December 12, 2005 10:48 PM

i hate u for making me believed that u liked me
i hate u for giving me the cold shoulder all the time
i hate u for thinking tt u are so great
i hate u for being who u are
i hate u for the fact that u treat me like a little girl.
i hate u for being so nice to me in the beginning
i hate u for showing so much care.
I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant stand it anymore.
all my emotions are so bottled up.
i just need to have a good cry.
how can i be strong enough to stand when all the walls are collapsing around me.
i need to break free
i need to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY?
WHY CANT MY LIFE BE PERFECT?
WHYYYYYYYYYYY???????????????????????

ok.
i'm fine now.
i dont hate u now.
daddy God says it's nt good to hate.
so i shall not.
but

WHY?
WHY CANT MY LIFE BE PERFECT?
WHYYYYYYYYYYY???????????????????????

janified 0'5