Written on Tuesday, November 29, 2005 7:54 PM
sometimes i wonder.....why do i even exist?
nothing is cool around here anymore.
life just basically sucks.
i look forward to a brand new year next year,
but..
a class without all my besties?
i wonder.
life sucks.
have you ever wondered if there was a special someone made for u when God first dreamt of u in ur mum's womb?
i dunno..
but i'm trusting God.
ppl always say tt we teenagers are too young to understand love..
why?
why do they like to cover us up.
to lie and to decieve us?
i wonder.
i wish i had a special someone.
sorrow comes naturally to me.
every moment,
my heart feels heavy.
when i think of my special someone,
my heart just breaks.
were we meant to be together?
i have no idea.
i just know that i love him.
total.
even if he doesnt know.
i'll just stand by the side and watch,
as he grows, falls in love and marries.
i'l just watch.
maybe that is what love is all abt.
i'll never know..
so have you really wondered,
what life is all abt?
janified 0'5
- i want my love and wishes to come true.