Written on Tuesday, September 13, 2005 7:58 PM
aint jealousy a weird thing?i feel so bad..doing something,
and then having my bestie feel jealous..
maybe i wasnt meant to survive on this earth
i dun wanna lose a fren cause of a guy...
who is also my fren..
sigh..
maybe i shouldnt talk to him anymore then we can go back to norm and
she would be happier.
sometimes i feel tt i wasnt meant to be here....
but i know that i know that i know
tt God has a plan for me...
all the hurt and pain i'm feelin now
it shatters my heart as well..
i cry too...
just that i dun say..
life is just so tough..
why did pendora open tt darn dratted box..
letting all evil out and keeping hope in.
Why did lucifer yearn for his pride so much?
if he was humble towards God,
we wont all suffer now..
i wish i wish and i wish
that she was happy now..
best frens forever yeah?
i really wish for all of us to be happy..
if u dun want me to talk to him,
i wont.
i promise..
our frenship is very important to me...ok?
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well well..
now in lit mass lecture..
my head hurts..really really bad
and someone idea of banging it against the wall
obviously didnt work
arghh ...
and nt to mention i have a big pimple on my forehead
and a scab on my nose
so sickening
i m falling asleep la...
talk later..
teacher walking around and need to take down notes :)
cya.
janified 0'5
my head aches_______*arghhh