Written on Sunday, August 07, 2005 6:04 PM
Canoeing camp is officially over..yea..
many things happened, and now i feel that somehow we are no longer a dream team but a split team.
maybe u will come to realise to when u read this post.
Camp rocked!! in a way..
too bad though,
on the first night,
I BROKE MY SPECTACLES!
couldn't see too clearly.
Also..
we took bumboats!!!!!!
haha..
to pulau ubin that is.
wasn't really nice there ..
the only thing i saw were..
MOSQUITOES!!!!
arghh.
nvm.
Then the party went on marvellously...
and we had the new exco...
Practically everyone was in it.
There is a reason why i and others were sad, but i shall nt say for most of the canoeists know..
Team Captain: Shoe.
B div Captain: Mei
B div vice cap: Bernz
C div cap: Pei Zheng
C div vice cap: Crystal
yea.
that is abt it.
for the captain row at least.
Ok.. so that is a very BRIEF outline of the camp.
What I feel is that...
fine.
To say the truth,
I FEEL LEFT OUT OK?
I TELL U PPL, I REALLY REALLY FEEL LEFT OUT!
if there is a prob u guys have with me,
just come and tell me..
sometimes i think it is probably because i m the greatest bitch in the world.
It is like..
every single one of the sec 2s excluding narmy and me were sleeping in the same room yesterday.
Then before that,
the sec 2s with lynette excluding me, narmy, jia yi, heidi and amanda were inside the room talking to each other.
DO U PPL KNOW HOW LEFT OUT I FEEL?
i really do wonder if i even have any friends left anymore...
no one seems to like me..
maybe it's cause i dun try hard enuff..
but..
ARGHHHH.
Then is like, when they all leave the room, and maybe one or two of them is left behind with me,
they all start to look at each other and leave..
if u guys detest me so much,
just tell me in the face..
I won't wonder about it that much then.
Then I'll just live my life and never bother u people..
I dun mind u people reading this,
but I doubt u guys will anyway..
so ..
i'm sorry for whatever I did wrong to make u ppl detest me.
janified 0'5