Written on Saturday, April 30, 2005 2:25 PM
I changed my blogskin!N my blog add!
It is http://thegalwiththebrokenheart.blogspot.com..
Lol...
Duh..
Or else how would u guys be reading this post?
So freakin lame..
Just to remind u guys,
Please relink me as the old add is not valid anymore.
Yeah.
The lang papers went quite okayy.
I think.
>.<
I could ans most questions.
So i guess that is alright.
Really am so tired of mugging.
Thanks to Jessica, Vera for inviting me and Sherilyn to Tiong.
I really needed that break,
To get away from reality.
The reality was in fact.
This.
Ppl in class are backstabbing me again..
I really felt so so so upset k.
I tried my best to befriend u guys and yet this.
I feel so freakin shittified now.
That I feel like taking tt dumb penknife and keep cutting...
Till I can feel nothing no more.
What is it u guys hate about me?
JUST come and tell me!
I can change!
Rather then u guys keep backstabbing me.
Do u noe how much it hurts?
It hurts even more then when I try to cut myself.
When I go back to class with all those cut marks,
Will u guys comment even more?
DO u guys even care about my feelings?
I treated u guys as frens.
People who are very important in my life.
And now u do this SHITTIFIED CRAP to me.
Arghhh.
When I am the one who keeps trying to cheer people up,
I always end up being the one who feels freakin pissed and sad.
Forget it.
If u dun wanna be my fren,
SO be it!
I dun need u guys!
Going to get my penknife now and ain't no one gonna stop me.
janified 0'5