Written on Friday, July 23, 2004 8:24 PM
Hi you people out there....i'm feelin really nervous now.... my com is aleady next week and I have loads of stuff to prepare for.....tests and more tests...i'm really gonna have a nervous breakdown:( help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Even miss lim is not letting us off!I m so gonna fail.....boo hoo....also i juz found out that sherilyn has been backstabbing me all ths while...am I destined not to have good relationships, friends or what so ever??????My life totally sucks...why do i keep liking guys who totally don't like me?why...why...why..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.Ah hmm...ok enough of that...I really must get control of myself.*Breathe in...breathe out*haiz....i really am a failure in everything....I'm so doomed....i have like 5 tests next week.....geog...chinese....english...maths...science.I can't do it anymore!I realised I have got a little more emotional lately...i just can't stop crying when I talk about some stuff.I seriously think i'm depressed...sigh..
That sherilyn is totally the limit...she shouted that I was a les in front of like alot of people...lol...i was just calling my friend and she was like..your boyfriend ar...when I said not and said it was a gal, it came into her simply merotic mind to shout and my full name and say I was a les! I m so not gonna talk to her!
Gotta go now...will write again if i've gotta anything to say....