Written on Wednesday, May 11, 2005 8:21 PM

Haish... feeling so so so so bored... dunno wad the hell is wrong with me.
The whole day, I either feel listless, restless or tired.
And I can't sleep.... Which is like so wow... >.<
I am pissed off by certain people. But who cares? They suck.
I really cant figure out abt me myself and I.
It is like... what are my bad points? I wanna know how to change but how?
Many things just don't make sense to me anyhow.
Like... Everyone assumes tt I would be sad when I heard tt Nike was going out with someone.
I mean like.. Heyyy.... how long ago was it when I told u guys I didn't like Nike anymore?
The one I love now is justea and nth is gonna change tt fact.
Sure... sometimes I do feel confused. But deep down inside, I know who I really love.
So there... Hope u understand this un-understandable philosophy.
Erps can? haish.. knock knock something is going wrong up there...
Oh ya... sorry jev... cant put lame stuff inside my posts when my days are filled with sadness.
You know? Well maybe u wun understand cause no one ever backstabbs u ..
Will tell ya someday.

Ok... on to the happier part >.<
I promised Jev.. haha... I'll try ta crap :p
Hmm.. lemme thing.
Exams are over!!!
lalalalala...
No more mugging.. lalalalalala....
Overall I think the papers were ok..
Not to bad but the maths was a sure killer.
I sure pray tt I will not flunk because really.. If I flunk,
1. No invitation to Miss Lau's wedding
2. Not allowed to take part in Nats. >.< sobs
3. Not allowed to go play tennis... as so said by Mark.
hmmph...
toopid... I tried my best... really... believe me..
apart from the constant playing of Mario and Luigi due to utmost boredom....
>.< okok.. so i didn't practise as much as I should have..
Well, now abt today...
Art was kinda crappy.
The chinese teacher kept looking at me while I was colouring..
I mean "HEY, NO OFFENCE, but I noe the way I colour messily is so artistic tt u wanna buy my art piece,
But can YOU please stop staring? It's distracting me"
I was colouring really really messily as I wanted to blend the colours..
( duh.. I cant use a blender)
And she kept staring cause it was messy..
(Hey.. it is only the beginning.. u haven't seen the masterpiece)
and it was only when I looked up and stared at her in the eye then she got the message
that I was pissed with her...
like wad the...
>.<
And she says.... "Please keep quietly.."
Not to be mean cause she came from abroad but please...
You are making everyone laugh at u...
Well... on to more crap..
I was colouring and somehow, black stuff went onto my blouse..>.<
I wasn't even using paint..
I dunno wad is tt anyway..
Well, the paper ended,
everyone was dirty, tired and messy..
yea...
then we had to be models for the AVA ppl to learn how to take class photos...
they made us wait so freakin long and everyone else from sch had gone to town...
then after they got us into our rows,
the teacher said " You ppl can go now"
I mean like wtf...
we hadn't even taken any photos...
grrrrr....
Then..
I went places..
Can't be bothered to write...
>.<

ps: Jev.. no matter how I look at my post, it ain't crappy... so sorry..>.<