Written on Sunday, January 23, 2005 9:51 PM

Water baptisim service was great! Leonard and Sarah got baptised todae!Wad happened after was so interesting..they had to light candles and eat salt and eat apples...haha it just wasn't like tt when i got baptised at Living Santuary Brethen Church.Mum just dragged me to go and bathe.lol.The atmosphere was a whole lot different from LSBC and I'm glad God put me into the arms of sch a wonderful cg with wonderful ppl.
Of course.... today's service was great! Haha... I just love pastor.He rocks big time!I love the song....
I have a dream straight from heaven....
bla bla bla (opps i forgot)

Ain't no giant
Gonna walk on my land
Ain't no land
That can't be saved
I'm stepping out,
I'm breaking out,
I'm shaking all my fears
Out of me....
Yea, yea, yea.....

then blah blah and blah

Didn't feel that good todae...wad with cramps and all.....felt like puking....just that I didn't show it.Felt kinda sad todae.I want to be close to all the bros and sisters in the c but i kinda still feel left out.sad.It is a haunting reminder of me not being quite sociable... a thing I haf been trying to conquer.I pray to God with all my might that he will make me a better person and a person with a good heart and a heart that will always put God first in whatever I do.I pray that he will bless me in all that I do be it academic or cca...I really wanna be a good person but i know i cant be perfect... but I wish tt I will not make ppl detest me...the day cy called me a btch and said that no one liked me....I really felt so down and I didn't want to talk about it to anyone....except God.No one at the point of time could really understand what I was feeling.

I trust God in everything that I do.I will credit him for everything good that happens.....but even if something bad happens, I won't blame him...I will just talk to God and ask for help.

If anyone from my cg is reading this,

I LOVE U GUYS!!!!!!!!!!