Written on Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:52 PM

Sigh...does anything ever go my way?Well most probably not, now miss hui qin is ignoring me...running off everytime she sees me.Lol..like i'm a ghost or something.The people in my class are mad.......help!All they do is yell "Sugar, Youghart,Salt, Vineger!"Like the seniors really "fell in love" with them.Not that I mind......its just so funny when qi xuan cries cuz she just saw her eye candy.Oh well..let them have girl girl relationships since they like it so much but i'm not gonna have it.
Haha...I think i'm mad...tml is my eng and lit papers and i'm slacking.God, please help me.I dunno what is going on with me.Its just that all my feelings are bottled up inside me and I always feel so bad.I just dunno why.....My class...is the main thing.Sherilyn is the main cause of my misery.She backstabs me in front of Joanne.....*Sob Sob*i knew she did not like me from the very first time I stepped into the 1S1 classroom.It was only Joanne who pleaded with her to let me into the PBL group.Plus, there are so many conspiracies going on in class and loads of people are back stabbing each other.
I wanna go canoeing!I want to go,I want to go!I wanna go......that's the only way I can relax.....Even listening to music makes me feel tensed up.....i feel like screaming....I still cant forgive myself for going into the wrong lane.I still remember that day.I wanted to write in my blog but I couldn't cuz i was crying.
Sigh...i really dunno who are my real friends anymore...so many of my friends have backstabbed me.I feel as if I really cant trust anyone anymore.No go.I dun want to be tricked again.*Sob...Sob*I really dun wanna be....I hate myself!I hate my life.I have encountered nothing but troubles and I know Ps Kong said that we will be in a valley but after a while, we will reach some mountains, but I just feel that I have loads more of valleys than mountains in this whole period of my life!
*Sob....Sob* I really feel better after letting my feeling out.Well......sigh..I'll stop writing here.Bye....